Friday, December 19, 2008

oh noez, i can haz trouble!!!

WHY ARE ALL THE PEOPLE I NEED TO CONTACT NOW OFFLINE!!!

WHERE IS EVERYBODY!!!

FUUUUUCCCKKK!!!!!

*smash stuff*

This is very, very unreal. I can't believe 2008 is going to be over so fast. I can't believe I'm leaving for China and embarking on my first solo flight in two days. I can't believe when I come home things are going to happen real fast. I can't believe. I can't believe.

There's a reason why I hate holidays that are so neither here nor there, holidays that are so short I'm better off without one — a short, rushed break just doesn't feel like a proper break. I'm only one week into my break. And I have to pack pack pack and worry worry worry.

What if I forgot the vitamins my mother asked me to bring along for my dad?

What if I forgot to bring my forms along and the people at the check-in refuse to give me my boarding pass?

What if my luggage and I parted ways for good, with me headed for Beijing and my luggage headed for Tokyo?

What if I ended up in Tokyo instead of Beijing? Even though I've always wanted to see what Tokyo is like, I'd still cry and panic 'cause, hello, I'm displaced!

What if I've reached the airport, queued halfway, then realise I'd completely forgotten to bring my passport?

What if I miss my flight?

Okay. Okay. I'm getting very irrational. I will not. I will not. Everything will turn out fine. Trust me. Everything will be a-okay.

Phew.