Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Not in the mood of talking... so I shall sing a song about how I feel today...
I've lied to you
The same way that I always do
This is the last smile
That I'll fake for the sake of being with you
Everything falls apart
Even people who never frown
Eventually break down
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
Everything has to end
You'll soon find we're out of time left
To watch it all unwind
The sacrifice is never knowing
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me
Pushes me away
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me
Pushes me away
I've tried like you
To do everything you wanted to
This is the last time
I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you
Everything falls apart
Even people who never frown
Eventually break down
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
Everything has to end
You'll soon find we're out of time left
To watch it al unwind
The sacrifice is never knowing
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me
Pushes me away
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me
Pushes me away
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
The sacrifice is never knowing...
- Pushing Me Away by Linkin Park (or Linkin Pig according to Yong Hao... LOL)
Smoking is cool
Smoking is damn cool... in a test environment.Just finished audio tech practical test, smoked through the whole thing and emerged with 10/15!
People should see the remarks Lionel wrote on my marking sheet:
"DONNO WHAT IS MIX B
DONNO WHAT IS EQ
DONNO AUX SENDS
DONNO HOW TO PATCH"
LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL
The part I really managed to smoke through is the Roland thing... the delay-reverb thing.
The part I actually know how to do is zero the damn board.
The rest, I either did it wrongly, didn't know how to do at all, or did it by luck and chance and some little bits of prior knowledge.
Yesterday's locpro written test was a total screw-up. How on earth am I supposed to be able to sit for a written test if I haven't been listening to lectures for 15 weeks?
What exactly do I want to be? Do I want to ace anything?
I just want to be an entity of this world. Just what I am. I don't see the point of striving so hard to ace something. There's just no point. One day we're all gonna wake up and know the end is coming. Will all your As and Bs matter? Once you die, everything comes to naught. The board will be zeroed. Someone else will take over the board and start mixing once again.
Life is sorta like an audio tech station. Someone comes and sends stuff to the channels and they play sounds. They might screw up by sending the signals to the wrong inputs. They may have a confusion and patch stuff wrongly. Some can't get out of their situation, and go around in loops. Some like to make a loud statement, causing overload. Some like to keep quiet and abuse the mute buttons too much. Some only want to follow a single path and solos one channel or a few. Others want to take in everything and use up all the channels. Some complicate things and have to use the buses and the aux sends. Others keep it simple and can get by with just some channels.
Sigh. The one thing I always emphasized is, "Like what you do and do what you like". I won't necessarily like what I do and do what I like. But one thing's for sure, I'll always take responsibility for what I do. Bitch as I might, I can never truly attribute my passes or failures to anyone else but me. 'Cause I know I'm the one in control of what I can and can't do, and I don't ever want people to steer me like a vehicle. I'd probably like off-road driving, so don't put me on your paths and expect me to follow.
I'm not really thinking coherently now. Boredom does that to me a lot.
Something else.
I had a dream last night. It was a very very bizarre dream. I dreamt that I was a megaflirt. No joking. I was surrounded by all sorts of people and I was checking everyone out, and everybody whom I checked out were all smitten and wanted a piece of me. They worshipped me. They wanted me. They loved me and wanted no one else to be with them through everything but me. And each of them could see that they had competition. Each of them stepped up their game. It was a bit scary, but I just felt so high up. The strange thing was I loved every single one of them. I did. I looked into every pair of eyes and felt the same reverence and adoration for every pair. I held every hand and felt the same warm fuzzy feeling. I kissed every cheek and lip and felt the same thrill and passion. But don't get me wrong. It's not at all monotonous. Each and every look, touch and kiss had a distinct feel that told me who I was with for the moment, but the one thing everything had in common was it felt awesome. Something out of this world, something I never had. It's not something platonic and family love can bring. It really isn't. When I finally woke up, I was smiling. My intended mission in life to love and be loved just got clearer. Perhaps that's all I really need.
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Amidst the hustle and bustle
I decide to do a meme that is long overdue. Sherilyn tagged me one year and five months ago XD (I do keep promises... I'm just slow on the uptake).
LAYER 1: ON THE OUTSIDE.
Name: Fangying
Birth Date: 14th January 1991
Current Status: Higher than you! HAHAHA okay okay fine. I'm single. What a bothersome question.
Eye Colour: Black
Hair Colour: Black
Righty or Lefty: Lefty
LAYER 2: ON THE INSIDE.
My Heritage: Martian
My Fears: Death, sleeplessness, boredom (in terms of state of mind)
My Perfect Pizza: veggie pizza!
LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.
My Thoughts First Waking Up: "Can I sleep some more..."
My Bedtime: 3AM (STUPID ARTDSN SFX, @#$%@#$...)
My Most Missed Memory: Starfucking around in Starbucks with the usual suspects and some occasional guest stars.
LAYER 4: MY PICK.
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
McDonald's or Burger King: Neither. Not an advocate of fast food.
Single or Group Dates: Depends, depends.
Adidas or Nike: Neither. Not an advocate of anything branded or blatantly labelled either.
Tea or Nestea: Erm... tea?
Chocolate or Vanilla: CHOCOLATE
Cappuccino or Coffee: Both
LAYER 5: DO YOU...
Smoke: No.
Curse: Lots.
Take a Shower: "Oh, oh noooo... I don't... I have sand baths.... I share bathing sand with Vondy you know!"
Have a Crush: Hmm. I'm perpetually in a "crush-on-you-you-and-all-of-you" mode.
Think You've Been In Love: No.
Go To School: I'm doing this in school WTH!
Want To Get Married: Hmm. For the ceremony yes, legally no. Who wants to be legally stuck to a person all your fucking life?!
Believe In Yourself: All the time baby. Who else should I believe in?
Think You're A Health Freak: Turning into one I think! Vegetarianism does that to me sometimes.
LAYER 6: IN THE PAST.
Drank Alcohol: Yes. Got kinda drunk when I was holidaying in Vienna.
Gone To The Mall: Of course I have. 去到不要去了啦！
Been On Stage: Too many times.
Eaten Sushi: OF COURSE!
Dyed Your Hair: OF COUR— no.
LAYER 7: HAVE YOU EVER...
Played A Stripping Game: wanna?join (inside joke LOL)
Changed Who You Were To Fit In: Everyone would have to do that at some point.
LAYER 8: AGE YOU'RE HOPING...
To Be Married: ∞
LAYER 9: IN A GUY...
Best Eye Colour: Doesn't matter, as long as he has eyes I want to look into forever.
Best Hair Colour: doesn't matter either
Short Hair or Long Hair: Still no matter.
LAYER 10: WHAT WERE YOU DOING...
A Minute Ago: Typing and laughing
An Hour Ago: Buying DVD-R at NP Co-op
4.5 Hours Ago: Having lunch at SIM
1 Month Ago: How do you suppose I'd remember
1 Year Ago: Coming to NP for DPA interview... it's a bit eerie now that I'm doing this meme in school. Who'd have expected I'd come here anyway despite failing the interview?
LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCES...
I love: SLEEPING
I hate: WRITTEN TESTS
I hide: behind your ass!
I miss: tons of people I haven't talked to for a while now... and my dad
I need: SLEEP
Monday, July 28, 2008
Completing a Meme, Contemplating about Life
FIRST: The meme.Stolen from the current Queen of Quizzes, Sherilyn <3
TEN random things about me.
1. I'm stuck halfway between pescatarian and vegetarian, though I can safely say I'm 80% vegetarian and 20% pescatarian.
2. I love music but can't play it.
3. Despite being a so-called film student, I watch less than 3 films per year, both in theatres and on DVDs.
4. I actually wanted to have psychokinesis when I was a kid.
5. 80% of the printed shirts I own can't be found in regular shops. (Most are from Threadless, some are production tees, some are Children's Day tees from HKHK.)
6. I have been a Sim fan for 7 years and counting!
7. I have been an LP fan for 6 years and counting!
8. I used to call the female villain in Power Rangers "metal neh-neh" because she wore some metal plate thing as a top (HAHAHA).
9. Your Song by Ewan McGregor in Moulin Rouge! made me cry T_T.
10. I have an obsession for cold weather <3
NINE ways to win my heart.
1. Be aware of my vegetarianism and know where I have decent meal options during any sort of outing.
2. Don't say "I love you" out loud, but just hold my hand and look me in the eyes. It's more than enough.
3. Just be yourself. If I do win my heart, you would've done it just by being yourself and not pretending to be someone else.
4. Be nice to animals, or at least leave them alone.
5. Be tolerant to others.
6. Stick with me through all the tough times.
7. It'll be quite a bonus if we like some of the same stuff, but if not it's okay.
8. It'll be a bonus too if we had some differences, they're what makes combos interesting.
9. Subtlety is key ;D
EIGHT things that get me mad (or annoyed/paranoid/frustrated)
1. Multi-tasking, or trying to.
2. Mandopop
3. The lack of subtlety, tact and finesse in dealing with stuff.
4. Siregar.
5. Having to actually study for a written test >: O
6. The shade of pink on my bedroom walls.
7. The inability to move on on my part and others'.
8. When people think meat is absolutely necessary for survival.
SEVEN things I believe in.
1. The greater good of all things.
2. The inherent good in all beings.
3. Karma: what goes around comes around.
4. That you can get an airplane to take off if you have it run forwards on a conveyor belt going backwards XD.
5. Peace.
6. The ability of music to move.
7. "All you need is love!"
SIX of my fave items in my room.
1. My pillow
2. Vondy! <3
3. Xero
4. Anthracite
5. Bradford
6. My entire LP collection
FIVE things I'm afraid of.
1. Bugs.
2. Accusations of ingenuity (directed at me especially)
3. Mixing things up.
4. TS2 crashing without me saving the game!
5. Nobody will ever fall in love with me. : O
FOUR things I want to do before I die.
1. Have a chance at LOVE LOVE LOVE
2. Be part of a musical act!
3. Reside in every single continent except perhaps Antarctica (though I stand by the cliché, "Never say never".
4. Get a rockin' tattoo!
THREE things I do everyday.
1. Eat
2. Daydream
3. Sleep
TWO things I need to do right now.
1. Eat
2. Sleep
ONE thing I want to see right now.
1. I want to see THE SEM BREAK START!!
I think some of those around me are aware that I am gradually making the switch, from pescatarianism to vegetarianism. I'm serious, I don't want to eat fish anymore. Doesn't matter that I actually like fish and chips, and sashimi, and salted anchovies — I'm still ending lives unnecessarily for my satisfaction. I've had enough of my lack of credibility as an advocate for reverence of life, and I shall make the much-needed progress, the move I should have made a long time ago. I should stop giving myself leeway and excuses to consume any animal product at all, even to blatantly drink milk and eat a whole egg for breakfast. I know it'll make my elders mad, confuse my relatives and drive my peers potty over my so-called "dietary constraints". I know that no matter where I go there will still be people who tell me I won't have enough nutrition and that plants have feelings. I realised that instead of rendering myself speechless everytime those carnivores make such mindless comments, I should step up my game and question their right, as meat-eaters and hence murderers, to question MY right to choose not to kill more than I should.
I have to be honest. Just some 2 or 3 years ago I was one of those fools who think meat is an essential component of a human's diet. I was one of those highly likely to order a Meat Lover's Pizza at any pizzeria, go for broke in a steakhouse, and ask for second, third, fourth or fifth helpings of kway chap and braised pork. Just some two years ago, I still thought meat was ethical as long as it was sustainable.
One trip to the market changed my life.
Frogs. Helpless little amphibians, straight from the farm, slaughtered brutally and carelessly, thrown and hurled about as though they were rubber toys. Slit in the stomach and skin ripped off mercilessly. One swish of a chopper, heads and bodies parted ways. Not to mention all the blood and guts spilled in the process. What's left of the poor creatures? Hundreds of skinless, headless half-corpses wriggling and struggling in vain, trying to escape a cruel fate that was already set in stone.
Why do we do that to something as small and harmless as — as a frog?
Why do we do that repeatedly to thousands and millions of amphibians regularly?
Why do we do that all the time to innumerable helpless, voiceless and choiceless animals, day after day, hour after hour, every moment now?
Billions of innocent beings are murdered day after day.
Yet the numbers continue rising.
Who will stop it?
Sunday, July 27, 2008
IT'S DEADLINE WEEK!!1!11!!!111one1!!1oneone
Holy shit. T_T
Here's the deal:
*dies*
Never mind. All will be over on.... AUGUST NINE!!!!
(Not because I feel nationalistic and patriotic. 'Cause it's the START OF THE SEM BREAK!!!! UNTIL OCTOBERRRRRR!)
Sunday, July 20, 2008
NVP Final Project shoot was pretty fun, though it's not without bumps and grinds along the way.
Some personality clashes here and there, some deep-shit situations to deal with, but we've got through all that, and we're still a team, all of us are still in one piece : D
My job there was to do the slate and production field log, though due to difficulties juggling both, I sometimes pass the job to Yong Hao or anyone who's willing to help to do logging while I "struggle" to put the slate within the frame : P Hey, not an easy feat for someone as clumsy as me okay! I'm happy enough that I haven't broken any stuff or fucked anything up yet. I swear I might commit one major fuckup or a few tiny fuckups here and there during the editing.
Speaking of fuckups... I fucked up LocPro... WritComm... AudioTech... SocPsyh... CATS... shit... that's almost everything! LocPro is a serious fuckup 'cause it's a failing grade so far, if I fuck up the written test, I'm fucked. I'd like to start SocPsyh journal now because it's due on Monday (and I only knew it was due then on Friday, no thanks to my perpetual detachment from the harsh reality), but I'm just too tired (and I honestly can't be bothered) to go and get started on the journal. What am I supposed to write about? What am I supposed to do? Why do I have to do this?
Sigh. I do know it isn't good to keep being so detached from reality, to be so blur and keep on not knowing anything, to be so lazy and unmotivated, but I don't know what to do about that. I have to stop switching off or else I'd die trying to pass a single module. Right now I'm riding on everyone's talents and abilities in group work to keep my grades up. All my individual work usually looks smoky or just damn fucked up, and I really cannot concentrate in class. It's not because of anything in particular, it's just that I can't see how much my attention is needed. Yes, lecturers tell me, this is important. But relatively speaking, if everything is "important", everything will have equal status, and in that case, how can anything be more important than others in the end?
So should I just buck up? A little bit? A bit more? Should I just ignore everything and not give a shit? I know, maybe if I really really try I can squeeze something out, that will save my life in FSV in the end? It's understandable and perfectly reasonable that I should be one of the worst in class in terms of grades. But sometimes it's nice for a change if I could step up a little. Maybe show the world and myself that, hey, I can be more than just what you already can see of me.
That day I told Clarice that the most important thing in my life is peace and love. Without peace, things cannot be resolved properly, life cannot move on smoothly, happiness will be much harder to achieve. Without love, people can break down, get hurt (severely), feel destructive, and all sorts of unpleasant things can happen.
Peace, perfect peace
I cry for peace in this neighbourhood
Oh love, perfect love
I'm beggin' for love in this neighbourhood
No water can cool this fire
Only love can save us
I cry for peace in this neighbourhood
- Peace Perfect Peace by Toots and the Maytals
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
FANGYINGOLOGY
A meme I stole from Sherilyn <3-start-
Let others know a little more about yourself, repost this with your name followed by "ology".
TECHNOLOGY
Q. What is your wallpaper on your computer?
Awesome picture of Vondy taken by the awesome Wei Ning <3
Q. How many televisions you have in your house?
Three; One in living room, one in master bedroom, one in the third floor
BIOLOGY
Q. Are you right-handed or left-handed?
Left-handed n_nV
Q. Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
Hmm. Pus counted?
Q. What is the last heavy item you lifted?
My bag with Xero, Anthracite and Bradford in it. GAHH ZEY ARE SO FAHT!!!
Q. Have you ever been knocked out?
Knocked out by boredom at Sharpe's lectures, yes.
BULLSHITOLOGY
Q. If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
Hell no! I'm already so scared, don't make me feel worse!
Q. If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
I don't know... something easier for non-cheena people to call... Lionel has some trouble with the "-ying" in my name, as do a load of people. Definitely something universal. But don't know what.
Q. What color do you think looks best on you?
It's not for me to judge really. Of course based on my biasedness I'd say every colour looks fuckin' awesome on me >: D
Q. Have you ever swallowed a non-food item?
I've swallowed lots of meat in my lifetime. I don't consider meat as food really. More like corpses and carcasses. : (
DAREOLOGY
Q. Would you kiss a member of the same sex for $100?
I'd even do it for free! : D
Q. Would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut off for $200,000?
NO!
Q. Would you never blog again for $50,000?
NO WAY!!! MY FREEDOM IS WORTH MORE THAN $50K ALRIGHT!
Q. Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
YES!!! HOT SAUCE!!! : D
Q. Would you, without fear of punishment, take a human life for $1,000,000?
NO FUCKING WAY!
DUMBOLOGY
Q: What is in your left pocket?
No left pockets on me right now. Normally it's Anthracite and some tissue paper.
Q: Is Napoleon Dynamite actually a good movie?
Never watched, never know.
Q: Do you have hardwood or carpet in your house?
Erm... hardwood.
Q: Do you sit or stand in the shower?
Stand. *Oh, no, no, no, I actually lie down in an S-shape on the floor with my ass against the wall while showering LOL*
Q: How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
Zero. If I must ever wear a pair, I wear my mom's.
LASTOLOGY
Q: Last person who texted you?
Sabrina!
Q: Last person who called you?
Wei Ning!
Q: Person you hugged?
I forgot LOL.... my grandma?
FAVORITOLOGY
Q: Number?
1, 9 and 4. Most significant recurring numbers in my life. Sorry I cheated and put three but I really like all of 19 and 4.
Q: Season?
Autumn/Winter. Can't decide!!
Q: Color?
My current (subonscious) obsession seems to be grey.
CURRENTOLOGY
Q: Missing someone?
Nooo...
Q: Mood?
Unfulfilled.
Q: Listening to?
Grandma snoring <3
Q: Watching?
Xero's screen, duh
Q: Worrying about?
School projects, especially Art and Design.
Q: Wearing?
Old white tee and old shorts
RANDOMOLOGY
Q: First place you went this morning?
Hawker centre in Toa Payoh
Q: What can you not wait to do?
GO ON A HOLIDAY! Short term goal: Play The Sims 2!
Q: Do you smile often?
What do y'all think, my friends?
Q: Are you a friendly person?
Still, what do y'all think, my friends? : D
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Public Service Announcement + TS2 shit
To all my belovedAs of 15th July 2008, The Unfathomable Lamer will be
Do not be afraid, my people, for there will be no change to operations, duties and services, except there's now one more name for you all to learn and recognise. Testers are needed for this new feature, and feedback on incompatibility issues with any EP/SP/hacks are very much welcome. Include in your feedback an error log, list of all EPs, SPs, mods and hacks in your game and description of bug/glitch.
[Sorry, can't help but throw in some ModTheSims2 references LOL]
Anywho. I'm pretty much hyped about all the new hacks I just installed for TS2. Stuff that makes the game more challenging, such as actually having to pay §2 for each copy of the SimCity Times, making that A grade harder than ever for Sim kids and teenagers to achieve, adding an extra §100 for every bill they pay, longer seasons, no §20,000 handouts for every Sim that moves out of his/her main family etc. . My game is very screwed, if you will. : D
Now's the bittersweet moment : ( I'm uprooting my old Sims from Springfield, and I will plonk them in the new neighbourhood once it's ready. The bit I hate most is that I have to transport the pets separately : ( which means the poor darlings will have to re-establish relationships with their owners all over again! T__T
But what's worth celebrating is that I'm very very very stoked about the new neighbourhood, complete with its subneighbourhoods! For now I won't be playing much of the Zimmermans, the Ottomases, the Axelrods, the Lees and the Byrons, but rather I will concentrate on city planning, building University towns, Shopping Districts, Downtowns and etc., starting with Flabliki's new and improved Pleasantville, a serious makeover/improvement from the default Pleasantview that was shipped with the game. Which is pretty shit.
Well since I feel like it and it's my freakin' blog, I shall once again tell the story of my Sims.
1) The Zimmermans
The oldest damn clan I've ever played. I created them in the middle of last year and started with only one pathetic guy called Denzel (or was his name Isaiah? Can't remember LOL) and §20,000 (which is the default starting fund for every new, freshly-created family. Which isn't a lot if you look at the standards of living in TS2.). I managed to keep on living their lives, expanding the family and so on until I'm at the 4th generation with only one living heir, Mitchell Zimmerman. He is married to Sharla Ottomas (from a Maxis-created family that shipped in with Seasons EP. I will never name any family "Ottomas" and any girl "Sharla". Seriously!) and lives in the clan's property with two dogs and a cat.
2) The Axelrods
First cousins of Mitchell. Complicated family history; I shall start with Mitchell's aunt, Becky.
Becky married a widower, Jimmy Axelrod, who then had a daughter Jaden. Becky and Jimmy later had a son named Marc, and sometime in Marc's childhood and Jaden's teenhood, Jimmy died in a "pool ladder accident" (a Simmer term for deliberate killing of a Sim by drowning him in a ladderless pool!).
Becky never really remarried but had an affair with Irfan Wilson, an affluent businessman with prime exotic genes and tons of Simoleons. An illegitimate daughter, Dani, was born as a result of the fling.
It was completely unexpected, but Irfan got serious with another rich, affluent lady named Yvette... something I can't remember. Taylor I think. He left Becky and married Yvette, leaving Jaden, Marc and Dani in her care while having another daughter, Amy, with his new wife. Becky soon died of "drug overdose" (in reality, I killed her the same way I did her husband Jimmy, but who cares? Just pretend it's a drug overdose.).
While Jaden was more pragmatic and took her now-orphaned younger half-siblings under her wing, Marc, in his teens by then, couldn't accept the death of his mother, blaming it all on Irfan and Yvette. To this day he remains an enemy of the Wilsons.
While Marc and Dani are single, Jaden is now in a romantic relationship with Brandy Ecstasy, and is the boss of Die Cast Guitar Dealers. They are the first homosexual couple I have ever played, and to be honest there is no difference at all, except they can't have babies on their own.
4. The Wilsons
The second richest damn assholes in town (the first being the Zimmermans), the villains, the homewreckers, whatever you call 'em. Irfan is already long dead (I didn't kill him, he died of old age), that old man, but his wife, Yvette, is still alive (and youthful!) because she takes The Elixir of Life on a regular basis. For those who want realism, just take it that Yvette takes botox jabs and liposuction on a regular basis. Her daughter Amy is not at all proud of her parents' ways, and her greatest wish is a reconciliation with the Axelrods.
5. The Byrons
The Byrons are a newer family I had intended to play in the now-defunct Weinigville. They are currently in their second generation, consisting of Jake, his wife Cecilia and children Natalie and Kirby. They are related to the Lees - Jake's sister is Deena Lee.
6. The Lees
I didn't choose the surname; she just fell in love with an NPC called Quentin Lee and hence took his surname. Anyway there isn't much to say except Quentin's wife, Deena, is Jake Byron's older sister. They have a teenaged daughter, Christel, and twin boys Cordell and Cody.
7. The Ottomases
The clan I dislike the most so far largely because they are the creation of EAxis. And you know, despite being the so called creators of this prodigious game, EAxis is really retarded when it comes to creating Sims and giving names. The whole family is fugly and they have the dumbest-sounding family name ever. Ottomas. Sounds like a hybrid between a massage chair and an escaped terrorist. Anyway the reason why I introduced them in the game anyway was 1) I was bored, 2) I wanted to introduce some shit genetics for my Sims, because so far all my own Sims are too beautiful and perfect, 3) I'd like a considerable pool of Sims for me to massacre any time I wish. The Ottomases are father Peter (WTH), mother Samantha, sons David, Tommy, twins Georgie and Stevie (sorry, ran out of names, I gave the twins their names since they were born in-game) and daughter Sharla, who is now married to Mitchell Zimmerman. Oldest son David has had a previous relationship with Audrey Bingham but they separated some time ago. Third son Tommy is currently engaged to Sydney Garrett, a random NPC the resident Matchmaker introduced.
Oh well. That summarises my Sims' stories. Pretty drama huh?
Monday, July 14, 2008
Yai! New Toy! : D
Yush, I have a new toy...AKG K512 HEADPHONEZZZZZ FTW! n_nV
Kicks yo' Audio Technica's ass anytime! HAH!
Who gives a damn about ugly pictures of morons in candy-coloured teeny-weeny "currently very in fashion" headphones, I GOT MY BIG GREY GODFATHER OF HEADPHONES TO PWN YOU ALL >: D HNIAI!
Bring on da peekture spahm!!!!11!11!1oneoneone
(Click to enlarge and see my psykotick face >: P)
"Bradford and I will KICK YOU IN DA BALLS!" (Yes, a brainwave hit me and I shall call my headphones Bradford, after the beloved LP guitarist Brad Delson who wears big ass headphones at every live performance/MV Vn_nV)
"Peace, Earthlings..."
"Mothership are beaming meh uppp......." *ZZZAPP*
Friday, July 11, 2008
KOOL PSYKOTICK IN A RAINBOW SKIRT
GWEEHEEHEEHWAAHAAHAAHAA!Joke of the century right?
Please. I just feel like wearing a skirt today. : P Heh. Sometimes doing something different once in a while is kinda fun.
But that doesn't mean I'd be wearing skirts more often or I'm going to buy more skirts. No. But once in a damn long while, yes.
Besides I know I'm picky about the sort of skirts I wear so. Why bother? : D
Now, I'd like to bitch about my lecturer.
Why on earth does he want our paperwork TODAY at NOON when other CATS classes can hand in theirs next week or the week after???
And of all weird timing, 12 NOON. Eaarrghh. My class starts at 3pm today, and I arrived couple of hours early just to compile all that shit and submit it at 12, then wait for three freaking hours for SocPsyh tutorial?! Asshole. Then my other group mates in CATS have morning classes and won't have a break till 12 noon or 1pm.
Okay, so we "procrastinated". But we didn't choose to procrastinate. One point he surely overlooked is the fact that all of us come from different courses and have schedule conflicts. Our schedules were all conflicting big time, and even when we finally managed to hold a meeting, we couldn't get full attendance because some group members have other projects and assignments to rush. In the end when Yong Hao and I went to the office to submit, we only saw one other set of papers from the lecturer's other CATS class. And it was 12:30pm then. What's the point of making us submit so early then, if 80% of your classes can't hand up in time!
Sure, it's good to have things done early. But not at the cost of our other coursework! Besides, it's an IS module that's not even supposed to be related to the students' courses. WTF.
Sigh. Rant over. We handed the papers up anyway. So now I'm slacking and wasting my time in Audio Tech room. : P
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
Sleepy and tired -.- ZzZZzZzzZzz
I'm in Writcomm tutorial but Sharpeass is having consultation. So boring.
So I'm just in the classroom listening to some random music and typing away.
Away away away away away away away away away away away away away away away away away away awaaaaaayyyyy!!!
Anyway. I just fell in love with reggae music. I don't have much yet but I love Toots and the Maytals. Their rendition of Take Me Home Country Roads is awesome! XD And of course another of their best. Funky Kingston!
Sigh it's too boring here. *falls asleep*
Sunday, July 6, 2008
*SINGLISH SATURATION ALERT*
Sorry la. Really not in the mood to blog in English la.
Sian man. Whole week kana sai like that. Damn jia lat siah.
Maybe 'cause of some womanly problems. PMS. Which human being doesn't have PMS. Even men have PMS.
And this week's PMS is damn rough sial. Damn hiong. Hiong until can die man.
Whole day don't feel like doing anything. Whole day think of sleeping and dying.
Whole day just want to yell at people, kick their crotches and tell them to fuck off man.
Seriously. Damn sian. Go everywhere with a lan jiao bin. See everything also buay song.
Just now. Look at my own room. Want to get fire and burn down my room man. So much junk. Enough junk to make Mt. Everest feel small.
Wa lan eh. Assigments coming in like siao. I like busy. But not busy until want to kee siao and kill people what! Really leh. I feel like killing people and strangling them man. And then also got people that make me feel very bad and want to speak up for them. Then also got people that I feel I have let them down. But majority of the people better be careful. Don't one day so suay kena caught by me and my parang. I will slash you and stab you man.
Aiyah sorry lah. Just want to KPKB a bit la can anot?
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Cheebye!
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
What the hell. I spilled coffee on my crotch : P
HAWTSIMZ HAWTSIMZ HAWTSIMZ
2 HAWT 2 HANDLE MAAAN!
Spent all my free time doing just that. Makin' hawt babies : P
Clarice thought the male sim looked like he was trying to look grown up LOL. He is grown-up......!
My current goal is to create default sims for my Sim Bin in CAS. I should have:
3 age groups[2 genders(8 skintones X 4 genetic hair colours)]= 3 X 64 = 192 HAWT NEW DEFAULTS!
Why 8 skintones and not the usual 4 (light, medium, tan, dark)? Because I downloaded a "pale" skintone (which the two Sims featured are using) and three shades of Asian skintones. Yush I like diversity in my game ; D