Since the holidays are here and I have the time to do stuff for myself again... I shall make a wishlist... AGAIN!
1. Yoshimi Battles The Pink Robots by The Flaming Lips
2. Reanimation by Linkin Park (I used to dislike remixes, but Pts.OF.Athrty changed that)
3. I'm inspired to get some more clothes 'cause I'm in the mood to experiment. It's unlikely coming from me but I realise I'm quite easily bored.
4. Maybe get a job. I don't know.
5. Maybe go and learn something. I don't know. Musical instrument. Those who say you could learn guitar yourself. I take it you're all lying 'cause I tried but I produced nothing.
6. TS2 Ikea Home Stuff. Got tempted after flipping through Ikea's 2009 catalogue!
7. Those who have known me all along and have been reading my shit you know there's one mission I always attempt every holiday but fail miserably at it: CLEAR MY ROOM. I know you're all sick of hearing me say this, but I really hate my room. I know I'm a lucky bitch with a room and all but seriously, I cannot stand the sight of my room. I guess it's no use complaining so I shall get down to business once class chalet is over. Unfortunately, I'm going to have to get my grandma to be more tolerant, 'cause from the looks of it, clearing my room is no easy feat. It will take two consecutive weeks just to clear out all unwanted junk. Not to mention the few days I won't be able to clean because the cardboard boxes have run out, my friends probably want to ask me out, because I feel like shit for the day, etc., etc., etc., etc. Everything that can go wrong, will.
8. Meet my dad soon. I miss him.
I don't want to have to hate my family because they're dear to me, they're the ones who brought me up, who gave me everything I need and own and in short, without them there'd be no me... but all I ask of is just that little bit of tolerance to who I am. Nobody influenced me. Nobody changed me. Nobody made me this way. I know what I'm doing. I'm hurt every time you all say something mean about me and what I do. I didn't become vegetarian to lose weight. I became vegetarian for something greater than just my personal beauty, though if its effects are starting to show on my body then that's out of my control. I love tattoos because I am an artist, and sometimes, something just is better on skin than on any other medium. I like bikes, and I know of the dangers that come with it. But if we stop doing something just because it's dangerous, then we might as well not do anything and just kill ourselves. I love animals because I can feel their love. I have no patriotism to Singapore because I am a living being of the world, and have no desire to simply belong to just one tiny place in a whole wide universe. There's just no point.
Sometimes when I remain silent, it's not because I'm at a loss for words and can't reply you.
Sometimes, some things are better left unsaid because you'll never understand why I think this way.
To explain everything would take a million years.
We don't live that long.