Monday, February 11, 2008

I've been living in a vacuum, rotting away from all the nothingness in my recent life.

Living like this does make me appreciate the little things in life actually. Like buying four T-shirts for less than $30 and appreciating the wonders of watching a Sim grow from babyhood to childhood, to teen-hood, to young adulthood, to adulthood, to elder-hood, and to death...-hood.

But a life like this is also very pointless and useless. It just makes you feel like you're just an extra in the world, an extension. A resource-waster who breathes the very air that so many others fight to breathe, consuming the food which many others elsewhere in this world die for and using consumer items made from slave labour. You almost feel like you're siphoning off this world with nothing to give back with. Taking, taking, and taking.

I hope my life wouldn't be that useless once school starts in April. Or so I heard.